What is your personal equivalent of Gideon’s wine press? What are the places where you feel like the darkness and the weight of your fear is so much more present and where you're cut off from transparency, vulnerability, and community. In those places, you're just left with everything you're wrestling with in your mind. These places look different for almost everyone. Maybe it's when you're lying awake in bed in the middle of the night, staring at the ceiling with all of the doubts and fears flooding your mind. Maybe it's cutting yourself off from community because you don't know how the people in your life would be able to even handle or process what you're going through.
But it's in that very place that God meets Gideon. Verse 12, when the angel of the Lord appeared to Gideon, he said, “The Lord is with you mighty warrior.” In this moment, Gideon is covered in dirt and sweat, and cowering away in this cave. He looks nothing like what God's calling him in this. But God, throughout the Scripture, constantly calls people, not by how they currently are, but what he plans to transform them into. Even through all the fear that has driven Gideon into this place of isolation and all decisions that he made from his fear, God is going to transform him through this conversation. God is beginning to strip away the things that have held Gideon back for so long so that he can begin to step forward from his blind spot of fear into freedom. The beauty is this, that in the midst of Gideon's fear, we see this invitation from God to see our fear as an opportunity to step into deeper union with him.
DISCUSSION/REFLECTION QUESTION: Where do you find yourself hiding from transparency and community? How have you seen your fear be an invitation from God to grow closer to him?
Comments